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Every week I think, "If I only make it past this week, it's clear sailing." And then the next week rolls around.
I'm not supposed to be the person who gets stressed out. I get it out of my system easily, I'm easygoing and self-confident, I get the job done without worrying about it. It feels like college is fucking with my system. It's not even that challenging, and it's not as though I haven't come up against stuff that was hard work before. Maybe it's just the feeling here. I am surrounded by people who are stressed out all the time, it's natural that I mirror that a bit. But my friends were stressed out in high school and I was never bothered this much.
I need just one confounding factor to go away. It doesn't really matter which one it is, but I have too many stressors and I need one less. The only problem is that there aren't any that I can cut out.
Maybe I just need some fun in my life. Can one decide to have fun? Can't hurt, I guess.
Bitch ass motherfucking glue. I am a fan of that phrase, so I will use it here.
/rant
I'm not supposed to be the person who gets stressed out. I get it out of my system easily, I'm easygoing and self-confident, I get the job done without worrying about it. It feels like college is fucking with my system. It's not even that challenging, and it's not as though I haven't come up against stuff that was hard work before. Maybe it's just the feeling here. I am surrounded by people who are stressed out all the time, it's natural that I mirror that a bit. But my friends were stressed out in high school and I was never bothered this much.
I need just one confounding factor to go away. It doesn't really matter which one it is, but I have too many stressors and I need one less. The only problem is that there aren't any that I can cut out.
Maybe I just need some fun in my life. Can one decide to have fun? Can't hurt, I guess.
Bitch ass motherfucking glue. I am a fan of that phrase, so I will use it here.
/rant