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Jimmy is very sad all of a sudden. I was doing good for a while. But now i have that sinking feeling again that ive wasted the last year of my life basically, waiting for someone who was never there in the first place. I am very confused, and now drinking 7 hours before work starts. Thats 6 hours before i start driving. I dont know. This really fucking sucks, and i feel like the most emo motherfucker ever. I am so fucking nice and i care about all of my friends. Im complimented constantly on my style, looks, manners, etc. My friends have told me that any girl would be lucky to have the privelege of being my girlfriend. So why the fuck hasnt she come around???? What am i doing SO wrong that my friends are falling for me, but the girl who Loved me for the longest time hates saying "I Love you TOO"??? Pills and sleep = me tonight.