Apr 07, 2005 18:50
I cant wait to go home. I am so sick of being here in NV and doing nothing but working and sleeping. Im sick of people in general. I cant stand being made fun of all the time. People call me a loser because im still hung up on my exgirlfriend. They say its not good for me to be faithful to a girl that doesnt even want to be with me. She is my ex g/f, but its MY FUCKING LIFE AND CHOICE!! If I dont feel like i want to be with anyone but Geraldine, then im not going to. She could be doing whatever she wants to behind my back, and i will still try. And i will still cry. Whatever. I hate this fucking place and my life. I wanna go home. See you guys in a week and a day.