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Well the BPO let me get off watch a half hour early. That was cool. So I had some things on my mind i wanted to write before heading home.
I miss Geraldine so much. I cant do anything without somehow being reminded of her. I miss holding her hand. I miss kissing her, and then how both of us would smile the biggest smiles ever. I miss laying next to her to keep her warm...her lil' oven...I miss talking to her. I miss singing to her in my best voice and still sounding like a robot. I miss giving her massages that she fell asleep half way through. I miss the feeling I got in my stomach when I thought about how happy we were. I miss telling her I Love her all the time. I miss thinking how great things were going to be. I miss having an actual goal for once that didnt involve working out. I miss smiling for her. I miss being so sickly in Love with each other. I miss every little thing that most people take for granted. I took things for granted myself. I never thought that I could get so complacent that it would turn out like this. I never thought this could or would happen. But knowing all this now, why cant we be together again? Everyone needs a pep talk once in a while to realize this. I knew I Loved her and cared about her all along. So why am I all alone? I miss you Geraldine. And I hope that you might someday miss these things too.
I miss Geraldine so much. I cant do anything without somehow being reminded of her. I miss holding her hand. I miss kissing her, and then how both of us would smile the biggest smiles ever. I miss laying next to her to keep her warm...her lil' oven...I miss talking to her. I miss singing to her in my best voice and still sounding like a robot. I miss giving her massages that she fell asleep half way through. I miss the feeling I got in my stomach when I thought about how happy we were. I miss telling her I Love her all the time. I miss thinking how great things were going to be. I miss having an actual goal for once that didnt involve working out. I miss smiling for her. I miss being so sickly in Love with each other. I miss every little thing that most people take for granted. I took things for granted myself. I never thought that I could get so complacent that it would turn out like this. I never thought this could or would happen. But knowing all this now, why cant we be together again? Everyone needs a pep talk once in a while to realize this. I knew I Loved her and cared about her all along. So why am I all alone? I miss you Geraldine. And I hope that you might someday miss these things too.