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Today was what seems like one of the first of a set of perpetually horrible days. Everything was actually going fine until lunchtime. We talked to the careers advisors... I found out that I had the same classes together with someone so we ended up hanging out for those, afterwards the "welcome committee" and I guided our advisors back to the meeting room. Upon returning to the science labs to fill out a questionnaire, a few people and I were discussing Warcraft plans (apparently I am meant to be on their team? What?) and that went by as enjoyable as well. It was at lunch when things began going downhill. I don't know where my friends dissapeared to; I was left to sit with somebody I don't necessarily like. Then I got to hear shit from another person again; let's just call this person X. Anyway, X was rambling on about how "smart" and "clever" she is, and how all the careers advisors she went to were stupid, etc. I was really on the verge of just yelling at her, but I'm a timid sort of person when it comes to things like that. Thankfully, X and some others decided to go outside. I wasn't too thankful, however, because that left me and the person I didn't necessarily like sitting by ourselves. Cue awkward silence. Another person decided to sit with us at random, and the three of us ended up making curt small talk for a while. X and the person who had joined us don't really get on well so that ensured even more awkward-ness. She decided to go sit with one of the random guys she fawns and swoons over every second, and the person and I headed towards the general direction of the computer lab. I ended up going outside and sitting on the track after I'd spotted my friends. IT class was really not fun. In general, it just pisses me off. There's two people - let's call them A and B - and they really annoy me. I helped Alexis with his chess program and there was Kassim in the background dissing one of my best friends. Saying she's dumb. Okay, she's not hot in Math - but neither is K. I was practically yelling at K, if he would have at least given justified reasons for it, it might have made it slightly more understandable, but he didn't. As for the shit after classes, I don't need it. I didn't need it. I'm not going to go into detail - but whatever. It's not necessary, it's not important. I feel like distancing myself from everybody right now because there everything is just full of shit. I know I'm meant to find happiness in at least something, but I am not a positive person. Hey, I'm not depressed, I'm just mean. I want to say, "Leave me alone.", if it were that easy. I want to dissapear for seconds, minutes, just not have to deal with this right now.
On a more positive note, I saw Silver Mt. Zion last Saturday, and the above photographs were given a 9.8 / 10 at my filmography course, I myself am really pleased with them.