Dec 05, 2004 22:23
i'm supposed to be well into the design of a flash portfolio site.. currently, i have only opened flash, but have yet to do any real work. i have sketches and drew my site font in illustrator, well, just the letters i need, but i don't know what to do next. i have this sketch that i wanted to use as a setting, it's like a city scene or something.. but i wanted it in vector and it's going to take so long to draw.
i could make a really boring flash site for my class, and then do a real one for myself later on that won't have a deadline. but i won't be in a class with a teacher who knows how to fix my actionscript problems, so that's not great. but there are a million flash forums out there so i could probably get the help i need anyway. and i am a major procrastinator, and if i'm in school full time next semester who knows when i'll be able to work on this fabulous flash site i'm dreaming of. how great does it really need to be? i'm in school, i have a job, it has to be done on friday, and i'm really fucking stressed so i would probably benefit from doing something incredibly simple.
i want more than 7 hours of sleep. i want ten. i don't want to go to work tomorrow. i want another four day weekend. i want a month off to do nothing. i am afraid that i'll be wanting this all my life, i'll always feel like i have too much to do and i can't handle the level of responsibility that i have acquired. it's not a lot right now, either. a 15-20 hour job and one fairly easy community college class. why do i feel like i have no free time? i have to go to bed. :(