i'll chopstick you
listen to jolie holland, her voice is like a mint julep
i don't know what's gonna happen, but i am so stressed out. I have one class this semester, and I think I am about to have an internship and a part time web design job. 12 hours for the internship, 6 hours for the class, 15-20 hours for the job. that's pretty much full time, not to mention 3 different locations, and a lot of driving. and the other day we were driving north on mopac, and the car died, two days after getting it fixed! the job is not in austin, it's a little farther south, and I'm not excited about driving so much. But I haven't gotten it yet so it may not even happen. Also, I have a freelance job coming up, and I'll have to work on that on the weekends or something. I need a schedule planner and the ability to accept the busyness of life, of my future life. I know I can't sit around and watch movies all day, and that I am about to have no free time after having so much for so long.
i want to paint all day. it's time to mess up the pure white of the canvas on my easel. i wonder how many painters out there have a blank white canvas sitting on their easel, waiting.
i don't know what's gonna happen, but i am so stressed out. I have one class this semester, and I think I am about to have an internship and a part time web design job. 12 hours for the internship, 6 hours for the class, 15-20 hours for the job. that's pretty much full time, not to mention 3 different locations, and a lot of driving. and the other day we were driving north on mopac, and the car died, two days after getting it fixed! the job is not in austin, it's a little farther south, and I'm not excited about driving so much. But I haven't gotten it yet so it may not even happen. Also, I have a freelance job coming up, and I'll have to work on that on the weekends or something. I need a schedule planner and the ability to accept the busyness of life, of my future life. I know I can't sit around and watch movies all day, and that I am about to have no free time after having so much for so long.
i want to paint all day. it's time to mess up the pure white of the canvas on my easel. i wonder how many painters out there have a blank white canvas sitting on their easel, waiting.