Hi hi

[cobaltium]

talking about things that nobody cares
wearing out things that nobody wears
smiling even though nobody cheers
quoting lyrics that nobody hears

depression, like a warm black pool
invites me to its bottomless comfort
swears that the drowning won't be cruel
promises that I won't suffer

that the depths are what I'm needing
that the fighting is getting old
lately the wounds are bleeding
and my heart is feeling cold

this battle keeps on going

I am SO TIRED of fighting

I wish it were easier

like maybe if the pool smelled bad