Must... update...
So. Camp is going ever on, but it is fast approaching its end. I'm going to leave here the morning of the 27th, then make my way over to Alfred (that is, assuming everything goes according to plan). Before, I was dreading the end of camp because it signified the end of me and Benny. But. Benny and I have talked... and we want to try to make it work. He's going back to Scotland at the end of camp. This will be very difficult to say the least, but both of us are very very willing to give it a try. We feel sooooo strongly for each other (*cough* love *cough*), and we really want this to work. He's going to come visit me in Alfred (not exactly sure when), and I'm going to visit him in Scotland for a couple of weeks during winter break. However, we want this visiting back and forth thing to be temporary. If we can make it through this year and still be together, then we've got the whole summer to spend together at Harriman Lodge. And... I'm going to do a foreign exchange thing over in Scotland for the first semester of my junior year. I was planning on doing a study abroad then anyway, and I hadn't decided on where I wanted it to be yet, and I've always wanted to visit Scotland, so I figure, why not? My Benny is there, and I want to be with him.
Sometimes this whole thing seems so crazy and impossible, but sometimes it feels like it HAS to work, cuz if it doesn't... then I don't know what I'm gonna do. Probably be a nervous wreck. And who do you think is going to be there to wipe my snotting nose and hug me? Caitie mostly, but the rest of you will have to as well. Caitie is simply on Kassie-comforting detail cuz I sleep in the same room as her and I'll probably just climb into bed with her and ask her to spoon with me. So for sanity's sake, you guys better hope this whole Long Distance crap better work out. Creepy tangent anyone? Woot.
Anyway. Now that Benny and I have decided to keep our thing going, I don't dread the end of camp anymore. I'm actually SUPER excited to go back cuz it means I'm gonna see all you again. Also, it's gonna be sooooo nice to not have to wipe ass everyday, and get up at all hours of the night to clean up puke, shit, or piss (assuming Caitie is still potty-trained that is). I really really miss Alfred now, and I can't wait to see all of my lovely bitches once again *Muah!* ^_^
Sometimes this whole thing seems so crazy and impossible, but sometimes it feels like it HAS to work, cuz if it doesn't... then I don't know what I'm gonna do. Probably be a nervous wreck. And who do you think is going to be there to wipe my snotting nose and hug me? Caitie mostly, but the rest of you will have to as well. Caitie is simply on Kassie-comforting detail cuz I sleep in the same room as her and I'll probably just climb into bed with her and ask her to spoon with me. So for sanity's sake, you guys better hope this whole Long Distance crap better work out. Creepy tangent anyone? Woot.
Anyway. Now that Benny and I have decided to keep our thing going, I don't dread the end of camp anymore. I'm actually SUPER excited to go back cuz it means I'm gonna see all you again. Also, it's gonna be sooooo nice to not have to wipe ass everyday, and get up at all hours of the night to clean up puke, shit, or piss (assuming Caitie is still potty-trained that is). I really really miss Alfred now, and I can't wait to see all of my lovely bitches once again *Muah!* ^_^