life in a nutshell sucks
ok so today i made out with kris wendel and corinne and still sorta lead chris adams along. . .i feel like total shit. . .i was supposed to go see megan but my sister bailed (sp?) on me. . .i'm so worried about her. ..
Ben was like 2 seconds from my house and told me that and made me think he was like in my drive way and then told me he couldn't come. . .i'm still near tears. . .god he was my world and now i feel so left out of the workd even though i'm not. . .i don't want to have kids and i don't want to get married but god i would marry him and i would pop out a kid or two for him had i stayed at ohs i would have married him after graduation no doubt in my mind. . .
alright i can't type anymore and i really don't feel like talking so i'm gonna go for a walk
Ben was like 2 seconds from my house and told me that and made me think he was like in my drive way and then told me he couldn't come. . .i'm still near tears. . .god he was my world and now i feel so left out of the workd even though i'm not. . .i don't want to have kids and i don't want to get married but god i would marry him and i would pop out a kid or two for him had i stayed at ohs i would have married him after graduation no doubt in my mind. . .
alright i can't type anymore and i really don't feel like talking so i'm gonna go for a walk