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i was talking to tim last night and he told me i smoke to much. . .he used to smoke at least a pack a day and i smoke half a pack and i smoke to much!
megan invited me to go with her to alabama and i REALLY wanna go but my dad said i had to stay home and clean and help with annabelle. . .i love annabelle to death but my god i'm not her mom
does anyone actually read these cause i have gotten a total of ZERO comments so please! leave a comment!
yesterday megan was taking me home and she said that year ago at exactly that time she would be asleep. . .that made me think of where i would have been. . .
i would have been at ooltewah in the range giving benjamin a hug god i miss that he was so good to me. . .
Ben is getting to be really suicidal i can hear it in his voice and the words he chooses. . .i may be really conceded to think that it has anything to do with me but i do and i think that if i hadn't broken up with him that maybe he wouldn't be like this but he is and i did so its to late to second guess myself
all i wanted was him to be happy and me to not want to cry all the time
i am getting so tired of going to school and acting so happy and peppy when all i wanna do is crawl into bed for eternity. . .smiling is starting to hurt
every time i close my eyes or look in the mirror i see ben putting his arms around me and tim walking away. . .it never really happened its two memories combined into one but i can't figure out why my subconscious did that. . .
i miss kelly belly, when we would get together everything else would fade away and we would just laugh and dance and have fun. . .real fun not pretending but honest true fun
ok well i have to go with moma and daddy to get annabelle's picture taken so later days
megan invited me to go with her to alabama and i REALLY wanna go but my dad said i had to stay home and clean and help with annabelle. . .i love annabelle to death but my god i'm not her mom
does anyone actually read these cause i have gotten a total of ZERO comments so please! leave a comment!
yesterday megan was taking me home and she said that year ago at exactly that time she would be asleep. . .that made me think of where i would have been. . .
i would have been at ooltewah in the range giving benjamin a hug god i miss that he was so good to me. . .
Ben is getting to be really suicidal i can hear it in his voice and the words he chooses. . .i may be really conceded to think that it has anything to do with me but i do and i think that if i hadn't broken up with him that maybe he wouldn't be like this but he is and i did so its to late to second guess myself
all i wanted was him to be happy and me to not want to cry all the time
i am getting so tired of going to school and acting so happy and peppy when all i wanna do is crawl into bed for eternity. . .smiling is starting to hurt
every time i close my eyes or look in the mirror i see ben putting his arms around me and tim walking away. . .it never really happened its two memories combined into one but i can't figure out why my subconscious did that. . .
i miss kelly belly, when we would get together everything else would fade away and we would just laugh and dance and have fun. . .real fun not pretending but honest true fun
ok well i have to go with moma and daddy to get annabelle's picture taken so later days