"these thoughts that i've been thinking... i just want to wake up."

[cobainer]

lately i just feel like a ska kid with a beat up pair of vans.
lately i just feel like my hand is holding the ticket of a bus to nowhere,NY.
lately i just give in to my inner toddler
lately its becoming clear to me that i am developing proverbial teething rings all around me.
lately i just feel like saying 'i really miss the way things were' doesn't cut it.
lately i just feel like i wish i could hope like i used to.
lately i just want to know why there are stars in the sky.
lately i've been feeling out of place.
lately i just feel like i have one reason to stay where i am.
lately i just feel like i hate my reflection almost as much as teenage angst.
lately i just feel like i want to see something pretty.
lately i just hate being underappreciated.

lately i miss home.
honesty.warmth.family.family.family.family.family.family.my mom.

jen.sean.john.alex.kelly.jason.chris.