new song straight from cali

[cobainaddict67]

Senses controlled by one moment
fighting off all of emotion
if ever one thing that numbness heals
its this bleeding heart of mine
face to face with everything real
so it seems to be unlike me
so unkind and so unfree
so unlike me

As if anything matters anymore
Im finding it so hard to believe I do
Living is so unreal
to my minds recollection,
the memories of you will fade

Id like to slip away and forget
the existing pain controlling
If ever one thing that numbness kills
its this beating heart of mine
nothing can turn things back to what they were before
Im dying to feel
Im dying to be
anything, everything nothing but me