'lo
I have not updated in a while.
This is partly because I haven't done much, partly because life is a bit shit.
Not hugely shit, I still have Matt, I still have a house, I am (relatively) healthy.
Work is horrible and I am struggling with the whole baby thing. I can feel it starting to become a bit obsessive, and I promised myself that would never happen, so I don't really want to post about it. Lets just say, I would quite like to be pregnant again, but am quite scared that history will repeat itself if I do. I've spent so long trying NOT to get pregnant that I think my body doesn't know what it is supposed to do or something. It certainly isn't working how it should anyway.
But less than a month to go until we go to the US, which is very exciting!
Then I have jury service in May, which will be interesting!
This is partly because I haven't done much, partly because life is a bit shit.
Not hugely shit, I still have Matt, I still have a house, I am (relatively) healthy.
Work is horrible and I am struggling with the whole baby thing. I can feel it starting to become a bit obsessive, and I promised myself that would never happen, so I don't really want to post about it. Lets just say, I would quite like to be pregnant again, but am quite scared that history will repeat itself if I do. I've spent so long trying NOT to get pregnant that I think my body doesn't know what it is supposed to do or something. It certainly isn't working how it should anyway.
But less than a month to go until we go to the US, which is very exciting!
Then I have jury service in May, which will be interesting!