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I have shitty timing. As does life. Whatever. Hours cut to 10 a week at work. 70% on the midterm I studied my ass off for. Had to drop a class due to failing grades. Not to mention I accidently started a fight (did NOT intend for this to happen) with Poli at dinner over a drunk dial call he got at 3;30 am and how I reacted to it. Shit, even MOM said I was wrong. SHIT. Tlaked to her in my car for 30 min and when I went back in to the apartment he was already gone for work- 30 min early. FUCK. Not answering my call or text message of appology for making him feel like he was backed into a corner. I am truly tired of this. I can be wrong. I know it. When I figure it out or am told point blank I will back down. Now I have missed my chance. Option #1. Go watch football and have a MUCH NEEDED stress ciggy. Option #2. Worry/think about this whole situation until about 9pm (when he will be alone at work) and then go tlak to him about it. Option 3. Do my best to not let it ruin the entire night, smoke the fucking cigg, watch football then do some homework knowing he's going to his other job after 2am anyway.
I think I'll take option #3, Bob.
p.s. I can be a total timing RETARD.
WOW. just realized Poli read my email. MOTHERFUCKER. THIS CHANGES EVERYTHING.
I think I'll take option #3, Bob.
p.s. I can be a total timing RETARD.
WOW. just realized Poli read my email. MOTHERFUCKER. THIS CHANGES EVERYTHING.