In the Calmness of a Pandemic
Anxiety. Panic. Fear. Undoubtedly feeling these things but also the quietness that comes with isolation. Cherishing this time with my family at home. Taking this time to go back to journaling to quell the aforementioned feelings. Getting to know myself more. What I want from this life.
I caught an 嵐 documentary the other night on Netflix and it feels fitting to watch a show about their final year-long tour together as a group during these uncertain times. Things will not feel the same anymore. Watching the documentary, I am doubly grateful for having something of them etched permanently on my body as they have been an important (for lack of a more apt word) part of my life for more than a decade. It has been 16 years, perhaps. Has it been that long?