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why the hell am i so fucking stressed and upset when its the last few days of high school and i should be excited. i have had so much random shit to do within the past couple weeks that ive found my self crying randomly the past couple nights,like right now. tonight was my last band concert and i never got this sheet to fill out for the senior band scholarships so therefore i was one of 3 people standing alone when they called the names up including markey and jeffreys, fucking awsome. kinda like how i was one of the only ones not to dress up for the senior awards night. and on top of that i forgot my math stuff to do for hw and i left my disk with my final english paper in a computer at school...i fucking forget stuff all the time and im fucking sick of it. i guess its just something that i have to work on if i want to make it in college. and of course my mom has to be a real beast about it all that just makes me feel worse. my dad is so chill and i love it...it makes me angry when my mom tells me that i have changed over the past 6 months when maybe if i was able to talk to her without her negative comments then she would understand me and my friends a little better. I just want the prom and summer and for dave to be here right now to talk to because i love him. well im tired now after all of that complaining, sry i just had to vent to someone.