and with tears in my eyes..
"and a tear in my eye, give me the sweetest goodbye, that i ever did receive." -maroon 5
explanation for the lyrics: ask if you wanna knoe. maybe i'll tell you.
[[sunday was crazy. what the heck was i thinking on friday. i'm so miserably confused.]]
it's been crazy. this weekend after class, i headed over to glendale. angela was in town, so me and anthony went to go pick her up. we ended up going to manuels. joe called. saw him for a while. and then felipe called. i went to go pick him up in anthony's super cool car. haha. ended up falling asleep on the couch while we were watching private parts.
saturday i had lunch with john and kristen. we went to the mall and met up with amy, rachel, maggie, joey. it was fun. me, maggie, and joey ended up at goodwill to see if there was anything good to get. i didn't head up finding anything i was looking for.
maggie took me to andy's house. met up with jonathan. watched big bounce. went to eat. then we drove around for awhile. it was fun. i missed hanging out with him.
sunday i came back to the santa clarita valley. and just chilled at home.
sunday night i ended up feeling like shit. yeah that's right. i hate having problems. it sucks. i mean i don't have to look for drama because for some reason it ALWAYS finds me. why is that. that shit sucks. i headed up with like a few different people calling me for different, yet the same reasons. i can't handle this shit anymore. too much for me.
monday at school was okae. i'm okae with my english professor. my photography professor kicks butt. and my history professor can fuck off. he yelled at me the other night. frankly, i just don't give a damn. i made a couple new friends in the class though. blake and zee [[only because i can't remember his name]]. pretty awesome guys.
"but that's just it, the butterflies never seem to accompany the right people. and all the guys that are right for you, the never make your stomach go flip flop." -joey [[dawson's creek]]
all i have to say is. AMEN SISTER.