where i need to be.
you knoe that feeling. the one where you talk to a great friend on the phone. someone you haven't talked to in a long time. and even though you have been away from each other for months, it's like nothing has changed at all. you still have that amazing friendship. that unbreakable bond. well, i love that feeling. i got to talk to john-o last night. and during those three hours on the phone felt like ten minutes.
i really miss him and i can't wait to see him.
a lot of things have been pushing me to go to PUC. and i really want to go. i knoe i'll like it up there. but there are soo many important things holding me back. besides the money issue. my grandparents. my little sister. and oscar. i don't wanna leave them. i wish i could just take them up with me. haha.
i don't knoe what to do. sometimes i just wish that i could grow up. have college done with. so i wouldn't have to decide whether or not to leave. already have my communications degree. at least i finally decided that i want to go into public relations.