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McDonalds served me raw hamburgers today. No joke. I couldve sued my way to freedom. And gotten e. coli.
Tonight i bought my first pack of cigarettes. This is no cause for concern. I dont smoke more than one or two every few months. Pretty much exclusively when im drinking. Like tonight. I sat my happy ass down with a sixpack and a lighter and a book. Rum i can and did do, but i couldnt even finish one beer. Poured it out. Bad. No loss. However, its alarming to me how sometimes the liquor disappears so quickly. Basically, i have something like tolerance these days. Joys of growing up. Yet i feel like a child....Doing naughty things because im not supposed to, not because i particularly like them. Novelty? Whos gonna tell me not to?
My life is not particularly exciting. But i do have a thing or two to look forward to.
I made a breakfast burrito for dinner. The eggs i made overeasy so that i could pop the yolks with my tongue. Squish and runny creamy yellow invading my bacon sausage. Mmmm. Luv eggs.
Apparently my childhood best friend has moved to california, and super close at that. Is fate telling me to reconnect? I feel shy. And she has children. And im gay. Things are very very different.
Very.
Goat milk. Win.
Dreams and nightmares last night. Why is it that as a child i had so few nightmares, but now, technically an adult, i have them sometimes, and crave cuddles? Tainted by adulthood.
I have a secret, too.
*giggle*
...I mean...?
Fuck shit. Ive never been sweet or innocent. Dont let me fool you.
The boy who wants to marry me at work has gotten the shop to start calling me Tommy. I kind of like it. Addie would be my name of choice, but hell. Tommys second.
Tonight i bought my first pack of cigarettes. This is no cause for concern. I dont smoke more than one or two every few months. Pretty much exclusively when im drinking. Like tonight. I sat my happy ass down with a sixpack and a lighter and a book. Rum i can and did do, but i couldnt even finish one beer. Poured it out. Bad. No loss. However, its alarming to me how sometimes the liquor disappears so quickly. Basically, i have something like tolerance these days. Joys of growing up. Yet i feel like a child....Doing naughty things because im not supposed to, not because i particularly like them. Novelty? Whos gonna tell me not to?
My life is not particularly exciting. But i do have a thing or two to look forward to.
I made a breakfast burrito for dinner. The eggs i made overeasy so that i could pop the yolks with my tongue. Squish and runny creamy yellow invading my bacon sausage. Mmmm. Luv eggs.
Apparently my childhood best friend has moved to california, and super close at that. Is fate telling me to reconnect? I feel shy. And she has children. And im gay. Things are very very different.
Very.
Goat milk. Win.
Dreams and nightmares last night. Why is it that as a child i had so few nightmares, but now, technically an adult, i have them sometimes, and crave cuddles? Tainted by adulthood.
I have a secret, too.
*giggle*
...I mean...?
Fuck shit. Ive never been sweet or innocent. Dont let me fool you.
The boy who wants to marry me at work has gotten the shop to start calling me Tommy. I kind of like it. Addie would be my name of choice, but hell. Tommys second.