blehh..i effing hate mid-terms
ok so today we had mid-terms for 1&2...i didnt have to take period 1 cause i have art..yayy so much fun *sarcasm* so i studied for WHistory all the 2hours we had and then i typed my essays...ok yea so i go to WHistory and i studied alot for this effing thing...so i finish ooh yay PINBALL WIZZARD IS ON MY COMP MUSIC!!! lmao random moment sry *lalala that deaf dumb and blind kid sure plays a mean pinball la la la * hehe anyways so i go up to Mr.Silvestri and hes like oh im gona correct it now im like uhh...ok if u say so..yea so hes correcting it and he figures it out i got an effing 73!!! ugh ive never been good in history all i will ever be is effing average!! ugh! yay lol another good song on my computer hehe *la la lal al alala la ok ok ok take a drink take another one...u like the way i shake it u wanna see me naked la la la la okkk okk all my girls with ur hair done and ya nails feeling good* lmao awesome song nivea ft. lil john hehe anyways...lol woow side tracked huh...ok and im pissed cause tomorrow is gonna be the effinish worstish day ever..ALGEBRA AHHH!!! effin kill me now...i've been practing all these ishy ick problems and i better effing pass...yea ok and now im like ahh idk im going nuts over here...and this person who shall rename nameless lol i think this person likes me but eh idk hes too confusing...im not getting my hopes up cause all i do is get hurt anyways...lol keepin my options open...wanna change that lmao nah jay kay!! i dont wanna bf for a while cause its too soon and ehh just ish weird..im not takin a chance on getting hurt this is the effin SECOND TIME IN LIKE EFFIN 2YRS IVE BEEN HURT!!! woow somethin is wrong with me..icant even keep a effin relationship...i cant stand it anymore...it doesnt matter to anyone anyways...i cant stand life rightn ow its so stressful and confusing and ehh idk...i just wish their was a way to START OVER!! like alll over again...people need to see the real me and no one has seen the real me...well the only one that knows the real me is scott but that doesnt make a effin difference anymore...ive become less interested in things i used to love...i seriously need phycological help....i cant do anything right anymore...i cant even write poems anymore and that was my biggest passion ugggh im a freak i feel like NOBODY CARES ABOUT ME NOBODY LIKES ME IT DOESNT MATTER I WALK THROUGH HIGH SCHOOL WITH LIKE NO FRIENDS,NO BOYFRIEND, NO NOTHING...EVERYONE IN EP HATES ME...yea idk wut else to write....byee COMMENT~!
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