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i once had courage.
the courage to say how i feel.
and act on those feelings.
but..
too many times, my courage has let me down.
my past letdowns have given me scars.
these scars have taken away my confidence.
they have taken away my self esteem.
because of this, i am weak.
i cannot go after what i truly want.
i don't want to be hurt again.
and so, i don't let myself try.
i fear i'll never regain that courage.
the courage to say how i feel.
and act on those feelings.
but..
too many times, my courage has let me down.
my past letdowns have given me scars.
these scars have taken away my confidence.
they have taken away my self esteem.
because of this, i am weak.
i cannot go after what i truly want.
i don't want to be hurt again.
and so, i don't let myself try.
i fear i'll never regain that courage.