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[coastermaniac04]

should you choose to read this post, please be warned of the following: i am not depressed. i am not mad at the world. i do not hate myself. i do not hate everyone. i do not hate my friends. i do not hate champaign. i do not hate my life. frustration is completely different from anger. alright, you've been warned. therefore i dont want any comments

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[ohh_racho]

"i am so ready to get out of here. i want to start anew. lately, things have started to go downhill and i'm ready to just start things fresh."

oh my Juito i know EXACTLY exactly how you feel..and not only that, but i know how you feel AFTER when you do get out and start anew..remember i KNOW that feeling and starting anew does feel amazing it comes with all sorts of new people, joys, and challenges...for now and I KNOW you're already doing this, but just a quick reminder.....when you are the most frustrated stop for a second and remember your mother your parents your friends LOVE you so so much and a clean slate is great but it also means the people that have been your support for so long aren't there the way they used to be...and that's TOUGH

ALSO "yeah, lately my self esteem has been rapidly going down the drain"

i'd just like you to remember that you are one of the Funniest, Most Giving, Most relaxed, Most Easy-going, Most CARING, Most LOVING, Most dedicated people i know...and it's all coming to you now...soon, you're going to be living your dream...on your WAY to accomplishing even more of them...so keep the self esteem up...you KNOW who you ARE...and i LOVE that person!

oh my Juito...only 33 days till we're together again!

(when things are driving you nuts..go for a drive and think of ME with my feet in your face! and a shimmy ALWAYS helps)