studying is depressing
ughhhhh...this sucks. I've spent like most of my free time for the past week (or almost a week) cramming and studying and reviewing for the Physics AP exam, and i keep getting stuff down and learning more and more, but when it comes to the practice tests, i seem to be doing worse and worse. It's like, every time i take one of the tests, the stuff i learn isn't on there, rather, it's new stuff...and it's happening every time..............i'm really starting to get scared about this test now. some of these things i thought i understood i didn't, or i forget when i'm testing. I've been copying parts of my notes in hopes things will stay in my mind. I've studied hours a day over the past few days and it doesn't seem to be making much of a difference. It's so depressing when you study this hard and it doesn't seem to be paying off like it should/hoped it would. I guess i'm gonna be depressed and extremely nervous and stressed until it's over with tomorrow. I just hope it's easier than it seems. I want to say maybe i'm studying too much and b/c of that i'm not retaining things like i should, but the other part of me is saying that i must keep studying b/c there is so much i still need to review. Well, off to eat dinner, then review more for the rest of the night.