I dont even give a shit anymore...

[coasterholic14]

I FAILED my driving test again today, because the fucker doesnt know anything about the car. I failed the first time b/c the woman thought i braked too late, even though i was practically stopped well before i needed to and she never budged in the seat. On the report for the DMV or w/e she made it sound like I was about to kill her or slamming her around the car. I just can't get any luck and now i'm screwed on getting it, b/c now every time they're gonna go into it biased b/c these two have given me such bad reports on things that are very judgemental. Today i failed b/c i was coming up to a turn where the right has one of those yield signs, and i thought, like most of those, that it merged immediately into the other lanes, so i came up to it, slowed down (almost stopped), turned slightly wide (never came near leaving the lane though), then a car drove by in front of me and he claimed i almost hit it. Then b/c of that he was giving me all this shit. I dont even fucking care if i get it anymore, i just dont fucking care. Every time i go to get it now they are gonna see these highly over-exaggerated reports that make me seem like a killer when i'm a better driver than most people on the road. My mom's never had a problem, yet they for some reason do. I just can't get any luck, why can't i get all green lights, no traffic, something favorable...maybe a person who is nice to drive with instead of overly critical based on one ride for 3 min. That and i drove the Intrepid, which is a wide car, so he thought i was constantly driving in the lane next to me even though i had more than enough room (i know, i've driven it a million times before)..and i failed b/c of it, b/c he prolly hasn't ridden in one before...FUUUUUCCCCKKKKKK IT ALL...i just fucking give up. I wanted to punch the asshole on site for not even giving me a chance to explain it. I said, i know i was nowhere near hitting him and i was almost stopped (how can you hit someone when you're stopped?), his argument was "did he know that?" WHAT THE FUCK DOES IT MATTER...i didnt hit him, i wasnt going to hit him, what, b/c the other car thought there was a possibility does that mean that i was going to hit him or soemthing...FUCK YOU ASSHOLE...Like i said, now when i go again they're gonna fail me for any damn little thing b/c i've failed twice now. My brother passed on his first try and he's nowhere near as safe a driver as me, in any way, hell he admits it. My mom was shocked, my brother was very shocked (b/c of my previous statement)...it's so fucking stupid, i dont care. I've had nothing but bad luck with that and all sorts of other shit so far this year i dont even care about life anymore, i'm just sick of everything about it now.

..........hope this doesnt affect insurance either.........assuming i ever drive

fuck english, i'm in no mood to study or read