Hello Everyone.....
Well it's been quite some time since I've written here, and I'm going to say that it was all for the best.
I went through a lot of changes, and I realize that people were right before calling me an idiot. I had my head up my ass for a very long time, and now that it's out...I NEVER want to be that person again. I hurt so many people I cared about, I hurt people I didn't even know, I was just a complete, well for lack of better wording, Cunt.
Anyhow, I just figured I'd take a step out of my shell, and say hello everyone. I may or may not be back to updating this on a regular basis. Maybe start off with a week or couple of weeks thing, before I truly am ready for daily updates.
This past year, has been a monumentous one. I went through my whole egotistical cunt stage, and my apathetic not caring about school just barely getting by before my eyes were forced open. I broke down, and transferred to Tri-C, since many people don't know this but I was dismissed academically from Kent. To be honest it was a much needed push forward for me, I felt I was going to be stuck in the same rut forever, but since attending Tri-C I have finished nearly ALL of my classes for my associates. I'll be graduating this semester, am able to return to Kent State, and will be finishing my Bachelors of Zoology sometime next year.
I landed a seasonal job working as a lift operator at Alpine Valley Ski Resort in Munson, Ohio, as well as landing a part time job at Circle K in Russell/Novelty, Ohio. September 1, I celebrated my 6 months of being at Circle K, and the summer was interesting working nearly 40 hours a week at three different Circle K's.
Now I am not fully independent yet, and I don't forsee that happening for another 4-5 months at least. I live with my best friend Holly, her fiancee Mikey whom I also call my adopted brother, and her parents. I have my own room, help clean the house which is more like a boarding house come to think of it...and help buy food for the household.
I am currently seeking out two bedroom apartments to share the cost with a roommate which will either be another friend of mine or my fiancee.
Speaking of, I still am with Christopher, I don't know how he delt with me being a bitch and egotistical but if it weren't for him sticking by my side, I don't think I would have changed. Everyone else abandoned ship long before, and he was heading that way. But anyhow he is finishing off his bachelors in Psychology at KSU.
Things have been going up since my ego has been going down, I just needed to care more about others than myself, and get my head out of my ass for things to fall into place. Everything I do, I trust my decisions in God, and let Him direct my paths.
I feel as if 3 years of my life have advanced in this past year, and I know it will be going more strongly the older I become. and I should say I should act like an adult since I did turn 24 a few weeks ago.
I went through a lot of changes, and I realize that people were right before calling me an idiot. I had my head up my ass for a very long time, and now that it's out...I NEVER want to be that person again. I hurt so many people I cared about, I hurt people I didn't even know, I was just a complete, well for lack of better wording, Cunt.
Anyhow, I just figured I'd take a step out of my shell, and say hello everyone. I may or may not be back to updating this on a regular basis. Maybe start off with a week or couple of weeks thing, before I truly am ready for daily updates.
This past year, has been a monumentous one. I went through my whole egotistical cunt stage, and my apathetic not caring about school just barely getting by before my eyes were forced open. I broke down, and transferred to Tri-C, since many people don't know this but I was dismissed academically from Kent. To be honest it was a much needed push forward for me, I felt I was going to be stuck in the same rut forever, but since attending Tri-C I have finished nearly ALL of my classes for my associates. I'll be graduating this semester, am able to return to Kent State, and will be finishing my Bachelors of Zoology sometime next year.
I landed a seasonal job working as a lift operator at Alpine Valley Ski Resort in Munson, Ohio, as well as landing a part time job at Circle K in Russell/Novelty, Ohio. September 1, I celebrated my 6 months of being at Circle K, and the summer was interesting working nearly 40 hours a week at three different Circle K's.
Now I am not fully independent yet, and I don't forsee that happening for another 4-5 months at least. I live with my best friend Holly, her fiancee Mikey whom I also call my adopted brother, and her parents. I have my own room, help clean the house which is more like a boarding house come to think of it...and help buy food for the household.
I am currently seeking out two bedroom apartments to share the cost with a roommate which will either be another friend of mine or my fiancee.
Speaking of, I still am with Christopher, I don't know how he delt with me being a bitch and egotistical but if it weren't for him sticking by my side, I don't think I would have changed. Everyone else abandoned ship long before, and he was heading that way. But anyhow he is finishing off his bachelors in Psychology at KSU.
Things have been going up since my ego has been going down, I just needed to care more about others than myself, and get my head out of my ass for things to fall into place. Everything I do, I trust my decisions in God, and let Him direct my paths.
I feel as if 3 years of my life have advanced in this past year, and I know it will be going more strongly the older I become. and I should say I should act like an adult since I did turn 24 a few weeks ago.