Aug 09, 2004 21:59
Well i read wut rach wrote, that REALLY REALLY FUCKIN HURT, i think i just should have killed myself long ago so i wouldnt have to go through all this pain and heartache. Nothing ever gets better, it only gets worse. Im so fuckin sic of living, i really fuckin am. Everyone is like dont do it, we'll miss u so much. W/E, its all bullshit, u would all fuckin forget about me sooner or later. God, i dont think i can take this shit much longer, i really fuckin cant, there is no fuckin reason for me to stay any more. I have nothing that makes me happy anymore. Im fuckin sic of all this shit, FUCK IT ALL, GOD. One day she is like i miss u, i love u, then the next its the complete opposite. FUCK HER, IM SIC OF HER FUCKIN BULLSHIT, im just gonna fuckin forget about her, she wont miss me so i dont care anymore.
MMEEEEEEEEEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
alright im out ppl, later