Jul 28, 2004 00:45
Well , everything is still the same, i still miss rach, dearly, so bad i just wanna fuckin die, but no one will let me, owell, still wuv all u guys. It seems like her and justin wont workout, just read for urself, i dunno wut the fuck is gonna happen anymore. Right now i just want things to be the way they used to be. I really fuckin hope we will get back together soon. Char knows wut the fuck im going through right now, she always helps me. I think ill just give up on crystal, i cant love someone i never see. AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. FUCK EVERYTHING, GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OK, i feel a lil better now, i can tell rach still loves me, if she didnt she wouldnt get upset and say it hurts when i say i did stuff with other chics!
This is all one big fuckin never ending cycle