Nov 19, 2004 23:45
BREATHE IN
BREATHE OUT
BREATHE IN
BREATHE OUT
I seem full of doubt, theres no reason to except the way things have changed
my hands seem shackled, my feet seem chained, i feel let down once agian
will it ever end? , where does the pain begin
Im back where i was all those years ago, everyone seems so full of shit
Im sic of being lied to, Im sic of being stabbed in the back
anxiety coming out of nowhere like a heart attack
EXCUSE ME WHILE I KILL MYSELF, WHILE I BLOW MY FUCKIN BRAINS OUT
Im so fuckin sic of being here, of living my life with fear
Ur not even the same person anymore, just a fuckin whore
with not fuckin respect and dignity, GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME
Just let me fuckin die, let me say my goodbye
U wouldnt even care anymore, what im i living for?
EXCUSE ME WHILE I KILL MYSELF, WHILE I SLIT MY WRIST
blood is like wine , mine is flowing down the line , everything in my head is no longer fine
I NO LONGER FUCKIN CARE
JUST FUCKIN TAKE ME AWAY FROM HERE, ALL I CAN DO IS STARE
Everything has gone to shit, the only thing that feels good is the blade agianst my vien
cant take it anymore , everything is pouring out
EXCUSE ME WHILE I KILL MYSELF, WHILE I JUMP FROM THE BUILDING
ive got the gun oiled and pressed agianst my head, now i lay alone in bed
WANTING THE BULLET TO PASS THROUGHT MY HEAD
Everyday becomes harder to convince myself to stay alive, maybe i'll stay for awhile
ill try not to pull the trigger, fuck it, GOODBYE
Breathe in, Breathe out, this is my last breath