Something I Wrote Like 2 mins ago

[coalchamber9128]

Gently i drag the blade across me skin
repaying myself for my sin
I sit and wait for it all to begin
Now i sit alone in the dark flawed and mutilated
No longer caring for anything, just want it all to go away
I slowly slip away, getting worse from day to day
I've said everything i needed to say
These feelings wont go away , now its my time to pay
My emotions are fucked, left here with no luck
All I want is something simple but i cant have it
I reach out to you for help but you turn and walk away

I SIT HERE ALL ALONE CUTTING CLOSER TO THE BONE

Im bleeding on myself once agian
I once called you friend
But you stabbed me in the back
coming out of nowhere like a heart attack
I gave you my heart and this what you give me in return, you bitch
I gave you the good, you gave me the bad, i give you the hurt today
When i close my eyes, i can feel myself slipping away
I SAID GOODBYE FOR THE LAST TIME TODAY
I was better off dead with a bullet in my head
I never should have trusted you

ALL YOUR FUCKING LIES, ALL YOUR FUCKIN LIES