Oct 20, 2004 15:13
I have come to the conclusion that besides family there are only 4 ppl that would be really sad if i killed myself. Those ppl are
1. Crystal
2. Char
3. Paige
4. Keely
Now, to me thats not much to live for, because i never see any of them so its like why not do it?
and i really do not wanna be here anymore and most everyone ive ever trusted has turned around and stabbed me in the back or berayed me. Its gotten to the point were i just dont care about anything anymore, if i was to walk out and get hit by a bus today i wouldnt give a flyin fuck. Things never get better, never do
Ill prolly end up killen myself b4 i hit 30 and im fine with that. Well im rambling and prolly annoying u ppl. So im out, later