"My Escape"
I feel so empty, so dirty
I fill like im gonna be sick, so much pain,
its become unreal, can i still feel?
my heart aches, my throat burns
my head throbs, these pitifull uncountrolable sobs
my wrists begin to sting as the blood on the floor turns to a stain
SO MUCH FUCKIN PAIN, EVERYTHING WAS MADE IN VAIN
holding my breath, savouring the sweet kiss
my rage is bliss, would u care if i took
my life today?, what would u have to say?
the memories stuck in my head like a cobweb to
a ceiling, i hate this feeling
what is wrong with me, what the fuck is wrong with me?
i cant take it anymore, you've become such a fuckin whore
everything feels so dirty, everyone seems so fake
I FEEL ALONE, SOMEONE SAVE ME PLEASE
im slowly dying from this disease
as the tears roll down my face, i begin to fade
i feel so blind, im filthy, im unclean, i hate me
when u look at my face does it seem just as ugly to u?
i scream in vain, no one hears me, it all falls on death ears
no one cares, whuts left here?, whuts left in this life
everything that was buetiful has turned to shit
i wanna say goodbye and leave it all behind
THESE MEMORIES WONT FADE, THEY NEVER WILL
someone please fuckin kill me, just erase me
take me away, please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
do i exsist to u ?, or am i dead ?
I BLEED IT ALL AWAY, I BLEED IT ALL AWAY TODAY
I THROW IT ALL AWAY, THERES NOTHING LEFT FOR ME HERE
SOMEONE HOLD ME CLOSE AND TELL ME EVERYTHINGS ALRIGHT
I WILL DIE TONIGHT, goodbye. i love u all, im sorry i had to do this
I fill like im gonna be sick, so much pain,
its become unreal, can i still feel?
my heart aches, my throat burns
my head throbs, these pitifull uncountrolable sobs
my wrists begin to sting as the blood on the floor turns to a stain
SO MUCH FUCKIN PAIN, EVERYTHING WAS MADE IN VAIN
holding my breath, savouring the sweet kiss
my rage is bliss, would u care if i took
my life today?, what would u have to say?
the memories stuck in my head like a cobweb to
a ceiling, i hate this feeling
what is wrong with me, what the fuck is wrong with me?
i cant take it anymore, you've become such a fuckin whore
everything feels so dirty, everyone seems so fake
I FEEL ALONE, SOMEONE SAVE ME PLEASE
im slowly dying from this disease
as the tears roll down my face, i begin to fade
i feel so blind, im filthy, im unclean, i hate me
when u look at my face does it seem just as ugly to u?
i scream in vain, no one hears me, it all falls on death ears
no one cares, whuts left here?, whuts left in this life
everything that was buetiful has turned to shit
i wanna say goodbye and leave it all behind
THESE MEMORIES WONT FADE, THEY NEVER WILL
someone please fuckin kill me, just erase me
take me away, please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
do i exsist to u ?, or am i dead ?
I BLEED IT ALL AWAY, I BLEED IT ALL AWAY TODAY
I THROW IT ALL AWAY, THERES NOTHING LEFT FOR ME HERE
SOMEONE HOLD ME CLOSE AND TELL ME EVERYTHINGS ALRIGHT
I WILL DIE TONIGHT, goodbye. i love u all, im sorry i had to do this