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Oct 14, 2005 12:47

So I've made the decision to go home and start substitute teaching next semester and then find a "real" job in September. I think this will be best for me but we'll have to see how it all plays out. I'm realizing that growing up sucks. I had a long conversation with Tim about everything last night and I'm really glad I still have him to chat with. It's hard to vent at school this semester because I lost both Gena and Ashley to new jobs/schools. I don't have any super close friends on campus so it's hard to confide in someone. I'm happy right now, don't get me wrong, but it just seems that the things that stress me out now are real things. I don't worry anymore about trivial things but rather stuff that will matter in the long run...jobs, school, relationships, family...

So here's the update. I love my parents. They are the most supportive people ever and I don't think they'll ever fully understand how much I appreciate them for that. Adam is also amazing. I'm so glad to be with him right now and I hope we're together for a long time. School is going well. At this point I have a 100% in both of my classes. Jobs are also going well except for the making minimum wage part. That part kinda sucks because I should be saving my money up for a car rather than only making a little bit at a time. I think I'm growing up finally and it feels good, but I just wanna jump right in and start working at it but I'm at a stand still because I can't do that until January. Hopefully you can all be patient with me as I figure everything out.
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