Jan 06, 2005 02:35
I have no money...Not to mention I have to pay for rent $1800, books and school supplies $300+, as well as food and other necessities. I am fucked. I have started a job search, which I will expand on tomorrow/today. Because if I don't get a job soon, I will be in deep shit. Luckily my financial aid will be coming soon, but I think that will only cover part of what I need.
There is no heat at the house, none, it's freezing. There are time when I can see my breath in my room. And I can't get a space heater, because every time I would turn it on, the power would go out...YAY for wiring dating back to the prohibition.
My life is a space devoid of love. I have no girlfriend, no interests, and if I see a girl that I would like to pursue, I immediately start thinking about how there is no way she would ever want to be with me. Why Can't things be easier?
So to sum it all up, I am broke, alone and fighting every minute to get feeling back into my frozen hands... But how are you?