long day of thinking..
i'm kinda in a .. crappy mood
today was good, i tried out for cheer, came home, jogged with karla, and went to grandmas.
charlie fell again, so i'm not walking him. it really makes me sad. seeing him is so depressing. he cant keep his balance. seeing him fall the other week was so hard for me.
and i just got back from my grandmas. it makes me really happy to see her and my grandpa. ive been stopping by their house everyday for acouple of weeks. as i was leaving their house today i looked to the ground where their dog, sparkle, use to have her food. it wasn't there.. she just recently died. idk it made me realize how things change. my grandpa's sick and all he does is lay in bed. im just sad thinking about how much times have changed. he use to be so healthy.. and now, he's not. idk i guess it's how life goes. it just goes on as we get older. and there's nothing we can do about it.i dont want to lose my family, or friends. i know it's ridiculous, but i dont want to grow up.. i like where i am in life.
and seniors are leaving soon. it gets me so sad thinking i'll never see half of them ever again :(
and i'm nervous about prom. i hope things go good.
booo :(
today was good, i tried out for cheer, came home, jogged with karla, and went to grandmas.
charlie fell again, so i'm not walking him. it really makes me sad. seeing him is so depressing. he cant keep his balance. seeing him fall the other week was so hard for me.
and i just got back from my grandmas. it makes me really happy to see her and my grandpa. ive been stopping by their house everyday for acouple of weeks. as i was leaving their house today i looked to the ground where their dog, sparkle, use to have her food. it wasn't there.. she just recently died. idk it made me realize how things change. my grandpa's sick and all he does is lay in bed. im just sad thinking about how much times have changed. he use to be so healthy.. and now, he's not. idk i guess it's how life goes. it just goes on as we get older. and there's nothing we can do about it.i dont want to lose my family, or friends. i know it's ridiculous, but i dont want to grow up.. i like where i am in life.
and seniors are leaving soon. it gets me so sad thinking i'll never see half of them ever again :(
and i'm nervous about prom. i hope things go good.
booo :(