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Well last week was Alex Brittany Weekend which turned into the busiest weekend ever. We saw each other collectively 7 hours maybe but they were aweseome :) i shippped her off to prom looking wonderful and she had a great time. Meanwhile i went to miss J rae's birthday party and it was great. Erica hit on some super youngins and we watched scary movies. And on saturday weesh katie and i went and saw kingdom of heaven. It was great, but so long! They battled likef five times so we all snoozed at least once. :) thats how we do. I was bummed about all my friends going to prom, but mickey woke me up at three to say hello. I was tired but it was so worth it ::blush:: lol We dont hang out a whole lot but on the oddest days.. But those days are better than none and theyre better than most.:) Ive had work every so often and i think i have another job coming in for kmart. Everything has ben hectic lately. History is overwhelming and a few nights ago i fell asleep at 8:30. And today i found out someone hit my car.:( you think i would have noticed but i thought that the light just hit it funny. But however it got there, the person didnt leave a note or anything... i dont know if my insurance will cover it and its 175 dollars a month as it is... bum me out. But i saw ms. rae today and yesterday i hung out with Chrissy. It was a hoot. We had a "brand new" momemnt in the car. Shes like one of the only people i met who knew all the words. It was a crazy great day. After the day was done i thought about it and i usually always went to bed with this sunken feeling and thinking that as much as i thought i had, i overestimated it all. But yesterday i was proved wrong... it felt amazing.Its hard to see what you have and be okay with it because all{I} can think about is what else i want. Well i felt blessed that im not as lost as i thought i was. I wish i had more people that i could just talk to. For hours.lol . Its my favorite thing to do... just talk for hours about nothing or important stuff and say anything and feel like i made a point or if i didnt im still right... I use to have a friend that i could do that with , but i think that we've drifted too far apart, and i dont know what will happen to us after now. I miss him. But hes happy and so am i, so maybe the way you think things work out are never how they do and being happy doesnt mean you get to hold on to all your friends, even your best friends. Summer is coming and im so excited. No more early mornings. I hope this one if the best yet. I think im going to the warped tour! and to texas (to see penguins? crazy i know) and...work and hopefully have money to see all my friends all the time. Till them i am barely staying awake and trying not to upset my teachers anymore than i do, due to my limited laerning because of poor attitude skills.P.s the pom party thing last saturday was insano. The new girls that i thought were quiet and shy were like.......hmm.. not. lol some girl said she had ejllo in her sleeping bag the next day lol. So many stories in just a few weeks. I should go to bed, everyone have a super day.