Feb 16, 2005 19:09
I woke up at about 12 this morning with a strong sudden urge to vomit. So i run to the bathroom and barely make it to the toilet before throwing up everything i'd eaten. So a little later after i regained my composure i got into the shower to wash the puke from my hair (yes i know, very disgusting) and i guess i wasnt finished because here it comes again...in the bathtub. so after a night of getting sick i wake up around 5:30 with the most excruciating stomach cramps that i've ever felt in my life. I went and got a heating pad but it didnt help much. Mom called the doctor after she had dropped joshua off and she said she could squeeze me in around two. Well, i got there and she checked me out and concluded that i had food poisoning from hamburger that i ate the night before. I've never had food poisoning before hopefully i wont have it again. No more Port O Call thats for sure. Those bastards... anyway so i got home today and found out that my aunt Stephanie has lost her baby. I cant even imagine what she must be going through right now. They already had a name picked out and everything. The worst part about this is there is absolutely nothing i can do for her right now...its killing me to see her like this. So yeah things couldnt get much shittier at this point. I'll be at school tomorrow though :D (notice the sarcasm) see you guys tomorrow
yeah, you were serious this time.
glad to see that you're doing well
I think we both kind of knew
this was what needed to happen
A catch in my throat
Choke, torn into pieces I won't...No
I don't want to be this
But I won't let this build up inside of me