in for a longggg update
So before i start... ill say that i probably wont finish this update tonight seein at its already past 11. alot has happened. im nto sure where i left off in my written journal.. but ill start from where i can rememeber .
Back in september/october Ryan(my best freind) and i met this boy named christofer. and we all started hanging out. and decided wed get an apartment together. so we found one in worcester. it was awesome. 800 a month right of the highway close to work for me and close to big y for ryan to transfer. and well. chris that didnt matter because he collects ssi and disability. and had food stamps. Plus on top of it. my older sister lives below us so shes there if we need anything. its just under 2 miles from the train station and downtown. just over all. an awesome escape for us all to meet in the middle and escape the little boonie towns we had currently resided in.
So the First month at the apartment things were awesome. Ryan stayed at his parents because he wanted ot be there for christmas. but christofer and i had a blast. we were so close. We put up christmas decorations together. and wed watch movies everynight and go on laundromat trips together. it was nice. then January 1st Ryan moved in. which was even more awesom for me. because hes my best freind. and he lived 2 hours away before hte big move. so epic living otgether right. so Christofer ends up meeting all my "freinds" and havign parties ALL the time. I still dont think he understand to this day that ryan and i both work and dont enjoy comign home to 20+ people in our house after a ten hour shift. anyways... soo beign the nice person i am. i put up with this shit for a while. i mean we moved in around december 1st.. and the parties started around the end of the month.... i would be nice about it. ask him to be quiet if hes going ot have people over. some nights when i didnt have work ide even join in on the dirnkign games and fun brigades. it was awesome. until things got weird. he started acting different. realy different. not giving a shit about what i say. i could hear him talk shit about me behind his closed bedroom door. and i didnt do shit about it. till that one night it was about a week into february....
Christofer decided it would be a good idea to have 50 people over. huge "Rager". i didnt know half hte kids in my house. and i felt realy uncomfortable. so most of the night i was in my bedroom. where the two people i invited over were watching me get my tattoo touched up andw e were all hanigng out away from the jungle going on in the rest of the house.. around 1:30 am Christofer comes in my bedroom and says " Leigh jon from upstairs came down, you need ot maek eveyrone shut up ". i told him " Theyre not my freinds. i didnt invite them. its not my responsibility ." hes the type of person who is always right. and you do what they say when they ask... a princess.. lmfao. so he didnt like that. and responded with some very rude remarks.. i choose not to repeate. anyways. it was my last straw. i was sick of sitting back and taking his crap. SO i got in his face.. needless to say.. we ended up fighting. i beat hte crap out of him and kicked him out of the apartment.
So. thats just a bit of what happened in the past few months.. theres a bunch of small exciting things too. haha. so after this happened all of "our freinds" started chosing sides, by choice. because of how fucke dup shit went down. it kind of excited me. i thought i woudl finaly figure out who my true freinds were. and who was jsut using me to by them booze and party at my apartment.. haha. that didnt happen..
i turned his bedroom into a hookah lounge. and those select few people were still coming over on the weekends. i trusted them all. i was happy and stress free. i started going out more. went to some clubs in boston. i was going to the bar with my "bros"... until one day. one of those people fucked everything up. stole some money. and i stoped having people over. no more small get togethers wiht booze and hookah.. needless to say.. everyone stopped talking ot me.. its not even that im ignoring them either.. i just discovered that all along they realy were jsut using me.. majority of them are freinds with christofer again too. whom i dont have a grudge against. he did call me and try to appologize. but i told him i appreciate it. but we can no longer be freinds. because as much as he appologizes. it doenst change the fact that it happened. and all the shit he did say about it. so currently. i have close to no friends. by choice.. i could be going out. partying like all the cool kids. but i dont want to . haha. ide rather have my 5 true friends. than all the peices of shit that are onyl calling me when they are looking for a place to crash or someone to buy them booze. haha. sometimes it just takes something epic to happen for you to come to realize the truth.
Alright. now well get to the more current...hm.. where tos tart with this. im trying to think of all the good events that have happened that i should write about. i guess since i dropped everyone there realy hasnt been many.. until the start of april. february was just ryan and i relaxing and enjoying the fact that our apartment was quiet and clean for more than a week on end. same with march.just relaxing. time to ourselfs. goign out when we want to. dennys late and night and such. OKAY SOO!
Back in 2006 i went ot england with highschool. and when i found out i was going is tarted adding people from there as freinds on myspace. and since then.. soo since i was 16. about 5 years. ive kept intouch with a couple of them. and right now as we speak. my friend Max from truro, England is sitting at my kitchen table wooh! the andventures deffinatley have been great.
So after i kicked chris out i was speaking with Max and jokingly asked him if he wanted ot move to the states in our spare room... He paused. and concidered it. well needless to say hes here now. hes been here since april 6th. and is leaving on may 6th. this whole month has bene soo amazing. ive for the most part quit smokign cigarettes! yayy!!! needed to get that out. haha. now adventure stories. We went up to boston one day. lovely jublee. walked around. took loads of photos. we went to a pizza shop in harvard square. wanted to go to the aquarium but it was near closing when we got there. i also made him tacos and peanut butter and jelly. and oh gosh a whole bunch of foods they dont have in england. Another day we went to the skate park. and i shot a whole ton of photos of him skating. then also went to purgatory chasm later on. stephen was with us that day. we had a blast. a few days later we had a spontanious adventure day. we were meant to go kite flying. and on the way to dudley beach we stopped at the abandoned linen dye mill. which was new to both of us. i knew it was there but ide never actualy been inside before. it was amazinggg. we both shot a whole roll of film. and wished we'd brought more with us haha. after the mill we did go to teh beach where there wasnt enough wind to fly our dragon kite. so we set off to green hill. but before getting on the highway we decided to go bowling. which was fun. pretty much discovered that max rocks and i suck at bowling.. haha. but it was still super fun. At green hill we had mucho success witht eh kite flying. i felt like a small child having ice cream for the first time. haha.
the following weekend i started my paid vacation. we went ot new york city. woohhhhh! the big apple. we drove out there on a sunday it took about 3 hours to drive to the hotel which wasnt bad AT ALL. haha. parked the car. then went out for pizza because it was too early to check in. My cousin Evan lives in the city. so after we ate we went and walked around central park. which was fun. ryan adn max had chit chat while i talked to my cousin about school and how he likes the city, etc. typical catch up conversation. So we went back to the hotel for 3 to check in. when we found our room to be a little rinky dink room with one bed.... we tohught there would be two. which sucks cuz there was three of us. but Max,thank god. didnt mind sleeping on the floor. after we brought out luggage to the room. we headed back out into the city. where we decided going to times square was a good idea. Which it was. we had a blast.first we took the subway from 94th where our hotel was to 52nd . we walked around. ended up scoring tickets to a comedy show. then went to rockafellar and madison square garden. then evan left us. and we walked some more. ryan type din ground zero in his gps and we walked 2 or 3 miles to where it brought, us to find out it was jsut a business called ground zero but we did see teh empire state building. on the way. we grabbed a bite at mcdonalds when we got back in teh area. then headed to the broadway for our stand up comedy show. it was nice to sit for a couple hours after walking for abour 8 hours. it was a pretty good show. afterwards we walked from the club back to the subway and went back for the night. where i planned money and the plan for the next day.
The next day,we woke up and all showered then packed up and checked out of the hotel for noon. from tehre we drove to the natural history museum but couldnt find a parkign spot for hte life of me. and i got aggrivated. so we gave up and drove to ground zero. then we went to liberty park. to see the statue of liberty adn take photos. decided after that. it was about 2:30 and i was tired so we left to come home. it was a good trip over all. the next day my legs were still destroyed so we all bummed around the house. then wednesday max adn iw ent to the salvation army. we havent realy done TOO much since we got back form nyc cuz im broke. this past weekend we did go to metal fest though.
Metal fest.. ohhh lovely. two days of headbanging and blast beats. aha. it was a fun time. the first day not as much. but the second day.. haha. so i chilled with jon adn darcie while max was in the pit. cuz i dont throw down.. havent since i was 17 and in as lungs collapse.. we left to get food around 4 or so. and accidentaly walked in the shot of an interview. no idea who teh badn was.. so later on we saw the guys and talked to them. found out it was chelsea grinn. darcie and i kept bumping into Alex. theyre lead singer. so we ended up jsut hanging out with him. haha. we left hte show early cuz we didnt care for the alst two bands. and went to the parkign garage. where he was smoking with some dudes. got offered to smoke but i quit a few months back. on the walk back from the garage we were hangign out with xmatthewx from my children my bride. along with half of chelsea grin. shortly after darcie left to go home. so it was jsut alex and i hanging out. i walked him to his hotel. hugged him goonight and he gaev me his number. SCORE! haha. then when i was back at the palladium i was waiting outside for max when this guy named arthur starts talkign to me.turns out hes the guitarist of arsonists get all the girls.. well he got me back in the show and abought me a drink and tried ot get in my pants. buttt im an asshole and not a whore and turned him down. haha. we did make out though. i wont deny that much. the next day he wouldnt stop texting me. he wanted to pay for my gas to drive 3 hours to theyre show in poughkipsee (spelling) new york. pretty much. he was trying to get laid... didnt happen. haha. sunday was another bum day. boo. boring. haha. monday i worked at 5 am.and although i was super exhausted max and i went to purgatory when i came home which ended up being super fun. then later on ryan took us to ice cream and some crazy girl tried ot fight me cuz i honked and waved at her int he parkign lot. lmfao. i slept like a babbyyy that night. tuesday i worked 8 am to 4. Ryan and i went out to my moms to do laundry . max decided to stay here. ALSO i tried chocovines, chocolatewine. yum yum. anddd todayyyy. i worked 3 to 6 then we went to gamestop and taco bell now were all sitting relaxinggg. max leaves in less than a week and im getting realy upset about it. but we have super plans for the weekend. and also im plannign a london trip. gonna start saving to go over in like a year!
so other than all teh adventure. im still single. haha. theres been a few people ive talked to. but like always theyve lead me on. lied to me. used me. etc. etc. begining to feel hopeless... and probably jsut done trying. hahaha. life is good right now. no freinds to cause drama. no boys to cause drama/stress. job. oh and Annie is moving into our thrid bedroom soon. when max moves out. so money wont be as hard anymore. specialy saving almost 100 dollars a month not smoking. it rocks. things are pretty good other than still being single which im used to haha. :] alrighty. i think that should do it.. longest post EVER!
over and out!
Back in september/october Ryan(my best freind) and i met this boy named christofer. and we all started hanging out. and decided wed get an apartment together. so we found one in worcester. it was awesome. 800 a month right of the highway close to work for me and close to big y for ryan to transfer. and well. chris that didnt matter because he collects ssi and disability. and had food stamps. Plus on top of it. my older sister lives below us so shes there if we need anything. its just under 2 miles from the train station and downtown. just over all. an awesome escape for us all to meet in the middle and escape the little boonie towns we had currently resided in.
So the First month at the apartment things were awesome. Ryan stayed at his parents because he wanted ot be there for christmas. but christofer and i had a blast. we were so close. We put up christmas decorations together. and wed watch movies everynight and go on laundromat trips together. it was nice. then January 1st Ryan moved in. which was even more awesom for me. because hes my best freind. and he lived 2 hours away before hte big move. so epic living otgether right. so Christofer ends up meeting all my "freinds" and havign parties ALL the time. I still dont think he understand to this day that ryan and i both work and dont enjoy comign home to 20+ people in our house after a ten hour shift. anyways... soo beign the nice person i am. i put up with this shit for a while. i mean we moved in around december 1st.. and the parties started around the end of the month.... i would be nice about it. ask him to be quiet if hes going ot have people over. some nights when i didnt have work ide even join in on the dirnkign games and fun brigades. it was awesome. until things got weird. he started acting different. realy different. not giving a shit about what i say. i could hear him talk shit about me behind his closed bedroom door. and i didnt do shit about it. till that one night it was about a week into february....
Christofer decided it would be a good idea to have 50 people over. huge "Rager". i didnt know half hte kids in my house. and i felt realy uncomfortable. so most of the night i was in my bedroom. where the two people i invited over were watching me get my tattoo touched up andw e were all hanigng out away from the jungle going on in the rest of the house.. around 1:30 am Christofer comes in my bedroom and says " Leigh jon from upstairs came down, you need ot maek eveyrone shut up ". i told him " Theyre not my freinds. i didnt invite them. its not my responsibility ." hes the type of person who is always right. and you do what they say when they ask... a princess.. lmfao. so he didnt like that. and responded with some very rude remarks.. i choose not to repeate. anyways. it was my last straw. i was sick of sitting back and taking his crap. SO i got in his face.. needless to say.. we ended up fighting. i beat hte crap out of him and kicked him out of the apartment.
So. thats just a bit of what happened in the past few months.. theres a bunch of small exciting things too. haha. so after this happened all of "our freinds" started chosing sides, by choice. because of how fucke dup shit went down. it kind of excited me. i thought i woudl finaly figure out who my true freinds were. and who was jsut using me to by them booze and party at my apartment.. haha. that didnt happen..
i turned his bedroom into a hookah lounge. and those select few people were still coming over on the weekends. i trusted them all. i was happy and stress free. i started going out more. went to some clubs in boston. i was going to the bar with my "bros"... until one day. one of those people fucked everything up. stole some money. and i stoped having people over. no more small get togethers wiht booze and hookah.. needless to say.. everyone stopped talking ot me.. its not even that im ignoring them either.. i just discovered that all along they realy were jsut using me.. majority of them are freinds with christofer again too. whom i dont have a grudge against. he did call me and try to appologize. but i told him i appreciate it. but we can no longer be freinds. because as much as he appologizes. it doenst change the fact that it happened. and all the shit he did say about it. so currently. i have close to no friends. by choice.. i could be going out. partying like all the cool kids. but i dont want to . haha. ide rather have my 5 true friends. than all the peices of shit that are onyl calling me when they are looking for a place to crash or someone to buy them booze. haha. sometimes it just takes something epic to happen for you to come to realize the truth.
Alright. now well get to the more current...hm.. where tos tart with this. im trying to think of all the good events that have happened that i should write about. i guess since i dropped everyone there realy hasnt been many.. until the start of april. february was just ryan and i relaxing and enjoying the fact that our apartment was quiet and clean for more than a week on end. same with march.just relaxing. time to ourselfs. goign out when we want to. dennys late and night and such. OKAY SOO!
Back in 2006 i went ot england with highschool. and when i found out i was going is tarted adding people from there as freinds on myspace. and since then.. soo since i was 16. about 5 years. ive kept intouch with a couple of them. and right now as we speak. my friend Max from truro, England is sitting at my kitchen table wooh! the andventures deffinatley have been great.
So after i kicked chris out i was speaking with Max and jokingly asked him if he wanted ot move to the states in our spare room... He paused. and concidered it. well needless to say hes here now. hes been here since april 6th. and is leaving on may 6th. this whole month has bene soo amazing. ive for the most part quit smokign cigarettes! yayy!!! needed to get that out. haha. now adventure stories. We went up to boston one day. lovely jublee. walked around. took loads of photos. we went to a pizza shop in harvard square. wanted to go to the aquarium but it was near closing when we got there. i also made him tacos and peanut butter and jelly. and oh gosh a whole bunch of foods they dont have in england. Another day we went to the skate park. and i shot a whole ton of photos of him skating. then also went to purgatory chasm later on. stephen was with us that day. we had a blast. a few days later we had a spontanious adventure day. we were meant to go kite flying. and on the way to dudley beach we stopped at the abandoned linen dye mill. which was new to both of us. i knew it was there but ide never actualy been inside before. it was amazinggg. we both shot a whole roll of film. and wished we'd brought more with us haha. after the mill we did go to teh beach where there wasnt enough wind to fly our dragon kite. so we set off to green hill. but before getting on the highway we decided to go bowling. which was fun. pretty much discovered that max rocks and i suck at bowling.. haha. but it was still super fun. At green hill we had mucho success witht eh kite flying. i felt like a small child having ice cream for the first time. haha.
the following weekend i started my paid vacation. we went ot new york city. woohhhhh! the big apple. we drove out there on a sunday it took about 3 hours to drive to the hotel which wasnt bad AT ALL. haha. parked the car. then went out for pizza because it was too early to check in. My cousin Evan lives in the city. so after we ate we went and walked around central park. which was fun. ryan adn max had chit chat while i talked to my cousin about school and how he likes the city, etc. typical catch up conversation. So we went back to the hotel for 3 to check in. when we found our room to be a little rinky dink room with one bed.... we tohught there would be two. which sucks cuz there was three of us. but Max,thank god. didnt mind sleeping on the floor. after we brought out luggage to the room. we headed back out into the city. where we decided going to times square was a good idea. Which it was. we had a blast.first we took the subway from 94th where our hotel was to 52nd . we walked around. ended up scoring tickets to a comedy show. then went to rockafellar and madison square garden. then evan left us. and we walked some more. ryan type din ground zero in his gps and we walked 2 or 3 miles to where it brought, us to find out it was jsut a business called ground zero but we did see teh empire state building. on the way. we grabbed a bite at mcdonalds when we got back in teh area. then headed to the broadway for our stand up comedy show. it was nice to sit for a couple hours after walking for abour 8 hours. it was a pretty good show. afterwards we walked from the club back to the subway and went back for the night. where i planned money and the plan for the next day.
The next day,we woke up and all showered then packed up and checked out of the hotel for noon. from tehre we drove to the natural history museum but couldnt find a parkign spot for hte life of me. and i got aggrivated. so we gave up and drove to ground zero. then we went to liberty park. to see the statue of liberty adn take photos. decided after that. it was about 2:30 and i was tired so we left to come home. it was a good trip over all. the next day my legs were still destroyed so we all bummed around the house. then wednesday max adn iw ent to the salvation army. we havent realy done TOO much since we got back form nyc cuz im broke. this past weekend we did go to metal fest though.
Metal fest.. ohhh lovely. two days of headbanging and blast beats. aha. it was a fun time. the first day not as much. but the second day.. haha. so i chilled with jon adn darcie while max was in the pit. cuz i dont throw down.. havent since i was 17 and in as lungs collapse.. we left to get food around 4 or so. and accidentaly walked in the shot of an interview. no idea who teh badn was.. so later on we saw the guys and talked to them. found out it was chelsea grinn. darcie and i kept bumping into Alex. theyre lead singer. so we ended up jsut hanging out with him. haha. we left hte show early cuz we didnt care for the alst two bands. and went to the parkign garage. where he was smoking with some dudes. got offered to smoke but i quit a few months back. on the walk back from the garage we were hangign out with xmatthewx from my children my bride. along with half of chelsea grin. shortly after darcie left to go home. so it was jsut alex and i hanging out. i walked him to his hotel. hugged him goonight and he gaev me his number. SCORE! haha. then when i was back at the palladium i was waiting outside for max when this guy named arthur starts talkign to me.turns out hes the guitarist of arsonists get all the girls.. well he got me back in the show and abought me a drink and tried ot get in my pants. buttt im an asshole and not a whore and turned him down. haha. we did make out though. i wont deny that much. the next day he wouldnt stop texting me. he wanted to pay for my gas to drive 3 hours to theyre show in poughkipsee (spelling) new york. pretty much. he was trying to get laid... didnt happen. haha. sunday was another bum day. boo. boring. haha. monday i worked at 5 am.and although i was super exhausted max and i went to purgatory when i came home which ended up being super fun. then later on ryan took us to ice cream and some crazy girl tried ot fight me cuz i honked and waved at her int he parkign lot. lmfao. i slept like a babbyyy that night. tuesday i worked 8 am to 4. Ryan and i went out to my moms to do laundry . max decided to stay here. ALSO i tried chocovines, chocolatewine. yum yum. anddd todayyyy. i worked 3 to 6 then we went to gamestop and taco bell now were all sitting relaxinggg. max leaves in less than a week and im getting realy upset about it. but we have super plans for the weekend. and also im plannign a london trip. gonna start saving to go over in like a year!
so other than all teh adventure. im still single. haha. theres been a few people ive talked to. but like always theyve lead me on. lied to me. used me. etc. etc. begining to feel hopeless... and probably jsut done trying. hahaha. life is good right now. no freinds to cause drama. no boys to cause drama/stress. job. oh and Annie is moving into our thrid bedroom soon. when max moves out. so money wont be as hard anymore. specialy saving almost 100 dollars a month not smoking. it rocks. things are pretty good other than still being single which im used to haha. :] alrighty. i think that should do it.. longest post EVER!
over and out!