Its Been A While..
Okay so since then a LOT of things have happened. About two weeks ago i went job hunting and Ben called and told me to come up to the Veggie Patch (where he works) cuz Laura (the owner) was looking to hire someone. I get there and wait a little while cuz shes on the phone and then she comes up to me, asks me my name and then says "okay when do you want to start? Is tonight at 4 okay?" ha i was like wow that was easy. So ive been working there for about two weeks and i am also going to start working back at Texas Roadhouse again. Althogh i have worked there before and have been through training i am a little nervous. So anyways in other words i will have no free time b/c i will be working 7 days a week!! 3 days at the Veggie Patch and 4 at Roadhouse. I might quit the veggie patch in August or i might just wait until they close down in December. Im not sure yet. I just know i cant work like that all the time.
Ben - I just want to say thank you. For the job, for 'protecting' me from weird old men haha, for being there for me when i needed someone in the middle of the night.... just for EVERYTHING youve ever done for me. I appreciate every bit of it!! I know i dont tell you a lot but i really do. Your friendship means a LOT to me. I am so glad im working with you now too. It makes my days better b/c you are constantly making me laugh. You are constantly telling me to quit smoking and telling those weird guys to go screw themselves and leave me alone. Basically youre always showing that you care. Thats what i need right now more than anything. To know that i have someone who cares as much as you do. Youre great! Im glad God put you in my life. Youre an amazing friend and i wouldnt know what to do if i didnt have you here.
My whole dating status _____________________________ enough said. There isnt anything to discuss with that b/c i am not seeing anyone and havent for like 2 months now which is unusual for me. I went on one date that went terribly.. Ben handled that. I gave this 31 yr old my number who i didnt know was 31 at the time.. Ben also handled that. And anytime guys come up there and stare or flirt with me and Ben knows that it makes me unconfortable hell come up and grab my hand or put his arms around me. (Thank God) But about a week or so ago i started talking to Jeff. His dad is the one who brings Laura her flowers at the veggie patch. Hes my age. We were just talking the first day i saw him then the next time i saw him Laura told him i wanted his number ha wow talk about embarrassing someone.. but it worked out cuz he wanted mine anyways and he asked for it. However, he doesnt call or text much. Its like, okay... why would you ask someone for their number and never call or text them? Hmmm.. makes sense. Right. Anyways so for now im about to the point where im just like screw it. Being single is fun and im going to make the most of it. This is probably what i need anyways. I always say "im going to stay single, i mean it this time" and it never happens. Maybe its happening like this for a reason. Who knows. Oh well, im tired so im going to bed.
NiGhT!!
Ben - I just want to say thank you. For the job, for 'protecting' me from weird old men haha, for being there for me when i needed someone in the middle of the night.... just for EVERYTHING youve ever done for me. I appreciate every bit of it!! I know i dont tell you a lot but i really do. Your friendship means a LOT to me. I am so glad im working with you now too. It makes my days better b/c you are constantly making me laugh. You are constantly telling me to quit smoking and telling those weird guys to go screw themselves and leave me alone. Basically youre always showing that you care. Thats what i need right now more than anything. To know that i have someone who cares as much as you do. Youre great! Im glad God put you in my life. Youre an amazing friend and i wouldnt know what to do if i didnt have you here.
My whole dating status _____________________________ enough said. There isnt anything to discuss with that b/c i am not seeing anyone and havent for like 2 months now which is unusual for me. I went on one date that went terribly.. Ben handled that. I gave this 31 yr old my number who i didnt know was 31 at the time.. Ben also handled that. And anytime guys come up there and stare or flirt with me and Ben knows that it makes me unconfortable hell come up and grab my hand or put his arms around me. (Thank God) But about a week or so ago i started talking to Jeff. His dad is the one who brings Laura her flowers at the veggie patch. Hes my age. We were just talking the first day i saw him then the next time i saw him Laura told him i wanted his number ha wow talk about embarrassing someone.. but it worked out cuz he wanted mine anyways and he asked for it. However, he doesnt call or text much. Its like, okay... why would you ask someone for their number and never call or text them? Hmmm.. makes sense. Right. Anyways so for now im about to the point where im just like screw it. Being single is fun and im going to make the most of it. This is probably what i need anyways. I always say "im going to stay single, i mean it this time" and it never happens. Maybe its happening like this for a reason. Who knows. Oh well, im tired so im going to bed.
NiGhT!!