4th of july sucks

[cntry_rock_grl]

I just got home after a lonngg weekend with nikki it was fun. We did late night ... actually early morning like 5am prank calls lol it was funni um yea today is a very depressing day i don't know why. Maybe b/c its raining and idont know i'm just sad. I don't know why i'm sad but i hate it. I should be happy. I shouldn't let anything bother me or care what anyone thinks of me but i guess i do. I hate feeling sad. hmm maybe tomorrow will be a brand new better day... :\ i hope

My mom isn't feeling good today. I feel bad for her.

I'm sorry chandler for calling late
I'm sorry to anyone i've ever been mean to.. i'm not a mean person and i feel bad for some things i've said to ppl lately and so i'm really sorry

If anyone wants to hang out tomorrow call me i guess..
thats all bye

:*(