Xx i wish it didnt have to be like this....
k. so im @ school sittin here with MS. Jane =) and we are in the library @ school... booooorrrriing..
this week and last weekend has been reallllly busy for me,i have been @ my dads house and so on TUES. night i went to YG with ppl, and that was ok.. and then after it me, david, and KRE went over to Phils house to talk for a lil bit b/c he couldnt go to YG with us.. and then KRE took me home..
then on WED. ..REGIONALS for XC happened and we places 1st in the region for out boys varsity team =) i was proud of them, they did soo well..
on WED. NIGHT ..KRE picked me up and me and her went to YG with david and phil from 7-9 and then we drove around and talked and she took me home..it was really fun!..
TODAY is just a boring old day, im bak at my moms house until next TUES..but this weekend i might do sumthing with KRE on sat. and sunday.. so i will hafta see how that goes..
ok.. so about other things that have been going on with me..um this last weekend was fun except i completely screwed myself over with my best friend. i betrayed her trust, and i CAN NOT BELIEVE i was stupid enough to do it. she means the world and more to me, and i feel like im loosing her b/c of what ive done. i cant take it that she doesnt seem to want to talk to me since i call her and she didnt call me bak, and i saw her on TUES. and she didnt say a word to me..you kno who you are and if ur reading this..i cant stand that things have been like they are. and i cant stand that i have caused this to happen and i did it to myself, but i would do anything for me and you to be able to talk like best friends again...i know that you care about me, and want the best for me, and that means EVERYTHING to me..you have always been there for me, and i NEVER EVER imagined doing anything like this to loose your trust or faith..i love you sweetie, and u truly do mean sumthing to me..i dont know where i would be if you werent by my side...i hope that although all this has happened, somehow you can remember that you really do mean alot to me, and u truly are my best friend.. no matter what...
ive also lost touch with another of my best friends probably for the same thing.. or we are just too busy to actually be able to sit down and talk.. i miss talking to her too, and i lost touch with her already and i thought that things were getting better with us because we were talking again, but i guess not.. she didnt say anything to me on TUES. either ha.. idk..
i g2g tho.. i dont have my cell phone now.. call 602-795-5932 to talk
xoxo---from:: my lil black heart..
this week and last weekend has been reallllly busy for me,i have been @ my dads house and so on TUES. night i went to YG with ppl, and that was ok.. and then after it me, david, and KRE went over to Phils house to talk for a lil bit b/c he couldnt go to YG with us.. and then KRE took me home..
then on WED. ..REGIONALS for XC happened and we places 1st in the region for out boys varsity team =) i was proud of them, they did soo well..
on WED. NIGHT ..KRE picked me up and me and her went to YG with david and phil from 7-9 and then we drove around and talked and she took me home..it was really fun!..
TODAY is just a boring old day, im bak at my moms house until next TUES..but this weekend i might do sumthing with KRE on sat. and sunday.. so i will hafta see how that goes..
ok.. so about other things that have been going on with me..um this last weekend was fun except i completely screwed myself over with my best friend. i betrayed her trust, and i CAN NOT BELIEVE i was stupid enough to do it. she means the world and more to me, and i feel like im loosing her b/c of what ive done. i cant take it that she doesnt seem to want to talk to me since i call her and she didnt call me bak, and i saw her on TUES. and she didnt say a word to me..you kno who you are and if ur reading this..i cant stand that things have been like they are. and i cant stand that i have caused this to happen and i did it to myself, but i would do anything for me and you to be able to talk like best friends again...i know that you care about me, and want the best for me, and that means EVERYTHING to me..you have always been there for me, and i NEVER EVER imagined doing anything like this to loose your trust or faith..i love you sweetie, and u truly do mean sumthing to me..i dont know where i would be if you werent by my side...i hope that although all this has happened, somehow you can remember that you really do mean alot to me, and u truly are my best friend.. no matter what...
ive also lost touch with another of my best friends probably for the same thing.. or we are just too busy to actually be able to sit down and talk.. i miss talking to her too, and i lost touch with her already and i thought that things were getting better with us because we were talking again, but i guess not.. she didnt say anything to me on TUES. either ha.. idk..
i g2g tho.. i dont have my cell phone now.. call 602-795-5932 to talk
xoxo---from:: my lil black heart..