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[cntbelievisedit]

what up everyone. its me again. so the last couple a days were kinda tough. ive made up my mind that im not gonna go to NH for the week cuz id feel bad leavin Jen now when i told her that id be around for whatever they need. i might have made some enemies for the rest of the time that im here, but oh well. i think im starting to fall for her again, and i miss the times that we had. its funny cuz even during the time when i saw her at her house, i saw something in her, like she still had feelings for me. i could just be a complete idiot too... i dont bring this up with her right now, cuz its not the time to be thinkin about myself. right now im just gonna be a friend that she can count on for help. aight so thats it for now. peez out all. say a prayer for those lost before their time.

R.I.P.

-Josh-