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[cnsdepressant]

I can't write poetry
I can't write prose
I can't write songs
I can't write how I feel
I can't keep friends
I can't be a friend
I can't succeed
I can't hold back my tears
I can't find a reason
I can't stop until I have to

I can scream alone
I can fail every task
I can play other people's songs
I can make other people fake smiles
I can fake a smile, too
I can pretend I'm not a drunk
I can pretend I care about pointless things
I can cry until I'm blue in the face
I can try to force a smile
I won't be able to