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So, Dave and I broke up.
Again.
It's been really hard but I went and saw him today and we talked and I cried and I'm feeling much better than I was. I dont think we'll be getting back together this time. I wish there were a possiblility but I dont think it's going to happen.
Basically, things had been a bit weird for about a week or so, so I asked what was up and he basically said that he didnt love me and that he felt bad feeling so much less than I feel of him and that he doesnt think he can be in a relationship right now.
So, thats that. We're not going out any more.
I'm in a good way at the moment because I saw him earlier and just seeing him and talking to him and hugging him makes me feel so much better than anything else in the world. But I've been pretty messed up over the last few days, I cant seem to stop crying and just generally feeling like crap.
Without him, I feel like there's a part of me missing. I miss him so much. I've had over 3 months of being able to see him basically whenever I want and being able to touch him or kiss him whenever I want and now that I cant, it all just feels so wrong not to be around him.
I love him so much and I miss him so much. And today he admitted that he's been missing me as well but I dont think thats much to get excited over because he seems pretty adamant that he doesnt feel like he has enough feelings or time to base a relationship with me on.
I really do feel like he's ripped out a part of me and kept it. That would explain why I feel like I'm missing something and he's not quite as messed up.
ah well... there's not alot I can do about it.
So I guess, until next time.
See you later guys.
- Alysha.
Again.
It's been really hard but I went and saw him today and we talked and I cried and I'm feeling much better than I was. I dont think we'll be getting back together this time. I wish there were a possiblility but I dont think it's going to happen.
Basically, things had been a bit weird for about a week or so, so I asked what was up and he basically said that he didnt love me and that he felt bad feeling so much less than I feel of him and that he doesnt think he can be in a relationship right now.
So, thats that. We're not going out any more.
I'm in a good way at the moment because I saw him earlier and just seeing him and talking to him and hugging him makes me feel so much better than anything else in the world. But I've been pretty messed up over the last few days, I cant seem to stop crying and just generally feeling like crap.
Without him, I feel like there's a part of me missing. I miss him so much. I've had over 3 months of being able to see him basically whenever I want and being able to touch him or kiss him whenever I want and now that I cant, it all just feels so wrong not to be around him.
I love him so much and I miss him so much. And today he admitted that he's been missing me as well but I dont think thats much to get excited over because he seems pretty adamant that he doesnt feel like he has enough feelings or time to base a relationship with me on.
I really do feel like he's ripped out a part of me and kept it. That would explain why I feel like I'm missing something and he's not quite as messed up.
ah well... there's not alot I can do about it.
So I guess, until next time.
See you later guys.
- Alysha.