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the longest time since i have updated. even looked at this thing.
i look back on all my past entries and cant help but feel the stupidity of the diction. the depression. the lonliness i felt. all because of taylor. yes, im not afraid to reveal the name of the one who made me feel so extremely lost. now that hes gone, im strong enough to admit that what i felt for him was wrong. i shouldnt have felt such a strong love for him if he made me feel so low. now is the time that i can honestly say that im in love. although my love for taylor leon shackleford will NEVER cease to exist, ive finally found someone i can love and feel absolutely great about. that feeling i lost for taylor so long ago....
spring break is hell. i think im going to wilmington tomorrow with kyle though.
Kyle Dennis Mock. what can i possibly say about him? words just cannot describe the way i feel about him. hes absolutely amazing. everything about him. hes clever, funny, responsible, treats me the way i deserve to be treated, and hes absolutely adorable. and loves me. he really fucking loves me. hes quit drinking, quit smoking...for me. spends just about all of his time with me. will do absolutely anything for me. this kid is the real fuckin deal bitches. and i am so fucking lucky to have kyle mock as MY boyfriend.
bout enough for tonight, its late. and i need t get some rest for the wel preferred trip to Wilmington with my honey :)
i look back on all my past entries and cant help but feel the stupidity of the diction. the depression. the lonliness i felt. all because of taylor. yes, im not afraid to reveal the name of the one who made me feel so extremely lost. now that hes gone, im strong enough to admit that what i felt for him was wrong. i shouldnt have felt such a strong love for him if he made me feel so low. now is the time that i can honestly say that im in love. although my love for taylor leon shackleford will NEVER cease to exist, ive finally found someone i can love and feel absolutely great about. that feeling i lost for taylor so long ago....
spring break is hell. i think im going to wilmington tomorrow with kyle though.
Kyle Dennis Mock. what can i possibly say about him? words just cannot describe the way i feel about him. hes absolutely amazing. everything about him. hes clever, funny, responsible, treats me the way i deserve to be treated, and hes absolutely adorable. and loves me. he really fucking loves me. hes quit drinking, quit smoking...for me. spends just about all of his time with me. will do absolutely anything for me. this kid is the real fuckin deal bitches. and i am so fucking lucky to have kyle mock as MY boyfriend.
bout enough for tonight, its late. and i need t get some rest for the wel preferred trip to Wilmington with my honey :)