May 08, 2004 09:01
I thought I had written myself off there for awhile. The lack of sleep is really getting to me. It doesn't help when Alex is away. But I told him he should go. Afterall he was breaking plates in my kitchen.
Sometimes as I sit here, I realize that I just can't gather all my thought together to make a proper post. I have so much to communicate, but my mind goes blank once I see this box.
I cried the other day. I just stood in the shower and cried. There is something so cleansing about crying in a shower. It allows you the opportunity to let out all the emotions and have them wash down the drain.
I love you Alex.