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i love my baby.
but on the other hand i do not love when guys walk all over me and i feel like i might as well be the shit stuck on the bottom of someone's shoe. i hadn't wanted to be with someone this much, liked someone this much in...well, years. why did he have to kiss me?
why did he have to do something that he knew he shouldn't have done? why the FUCK did he continue doing it if he knew it wasn't "right"?
i'm so tired of feeling like this. i am everyone's punching bag.