don't let me hold you back.
so i miss my LJ.
so here i am once again.
starting from scratch.
no point in trying to dig up the past so let's start from right now.
work...blows.
i am just so sick of that place. my time is up there.
i don't know how much longer i can stand it.
but i stick around cause i need a job & supposedly unemployment is so high.
i should be so lucky to even have a job right?
pfft.
love life...blows.
i keep trying to tell myself i'm not lonely.
but it's a huge lie.
i feel like i'm still looking for something i'll never be lucky enough to find.
and every time i think i could've found it, it's gone in an instant.
but life goes on and your heart keeps beatin.
school...
well i'm luckily going back to school in the spring.
i had to petition for readmission because i had been dismissed from fullerton college.
i met with a counselor and we planned out my classes.
12 units, so i could get benefits under my parents.
then i get a letter today, saying that i can only enroll in a max of 7 units this next semester.
that throws everything off.
the one thing i'm dying for right now is health insurance.
if i'm not enrolled in 12 units, i can't get it under my parents.
and i have to be full time at work to get it there.
i wasn't planning on being full time once i got back to school.
i can't be, i won't pass my classes if i am, i know it.
i need to focus.
and i want to take those 3 classes, not 2.
so i guess i'm gonna have to call them or go down there again and talk to someone to see if there's a way i could take the 12 units.
i need to...badly.
i have to see the doctor.
so that's my life in a nutshell right now.
i don't wanna write anymore right now for fear of it turning into a novel.
so it goes.