the pros and cons of breathing

[cmwarren]

i lost my job today, out of the fucking blue, no warning or sense of impending doom, spidey senses failed me this day, or i would've quit before they could fire me. It's fucking bollocks to get fired without a solid specific reason, and i hate life almost as much as i hate myslef. one less thing to go right, one more thing i'll never fix. if i could be around you now...maybe things wouldn't be so terrible, but i know that i miss you never the less.

Fuck i'm aggravated.