Ouch
My ears are so mad at me. I finally got my 2g spirals in last night. They burned a little bit and were red, but no problems so far. This is the first size that has actually looked BIG to me. I was going to stretch up to 00g, but maybe I'll stop at 0g. My ears are so little!
Appyling to college blows. I can't wait to get everything finished. There are way to many things to be thinking about. Honestly, I think it will be hilarious if I don't get in to any of my schools. The ones I'm applying to aren't out of my reach, so I'm not saying I won't get in because I'm not smart enough, but so many people apply to college that I could be just as smart, or smarter, than another student and still not get in. Me and my sick humor will take so much pride in telling people I didn't get accepted to college. =D The idea is actually so appealing that I want to purposely not try very hard to get in, not that I am anyway, but... that would make the not-accepted-to-any-college outcome less cool. I'm so weird. Shoot me now.
Me and Bryan are excellent. I definitly think we'll still be together when I graduate, which is making this whole college thing extra difficult. I know it's important to go to a school that's right for me and not let anything hold me back, but I'm really into taking chances for love and being with the right person means everything to me. I wanna see what will come of us, so I've decided that when it gets closer to decision-making time, I'll talk to him about it and decide what to do. Best case senario: He's fully supportive and I pick the college I love most, and he moves to the area with me; me in a dorm and him in an apartment close by but not TOO close. We'll see.
All of the adult-figures in my life are telling me that I need to leave him and go off on my own after college, and based on their own personal experiences and what worked out for them, they may be right, but I need to do what I want to do and I'm confident in my decisions. Where I pick to go to school and where to live isn't permanent. That's what makes me feel a little bit better about all of this. I can switch things up as different things happen. It isn't permanent.
Appyling to college blows. I can't wait to get everything finished. There are way to many things to be thinking about. Honestly, I think it will be hilarious if I don't get in to any of my schools. The ones I'm applying to aren't out of my reach, so I'm not saying I won't get in because I'm not smart enough, but so many people apply to college that I could be just as smart, or smarter, than another student and still not get in. Me and my sick humor will take so much pride in telling people I didn't get accepted to college. =D The idea is actually so appealing that I want to purposely not try very hard to get in, not that I am anyway, but... that would make the not-accepted-to-any-college outcome less cool. I'm so weird. Shoot me now.
Me and Bryan are excellent. I definitly think we'll still be together when I graduate, which is making this whole college thing extra difficult. I know it's important to go to a school that's right for me and not let anything hold me back, but I'm really into taking chances for love and being with the right person means everything to me. I wanna see what will come of us, so I've decided that when it gets closer to decision-making time, I'll talk to him about it and decide what to do. Best case senario: He's fully supportive and I pick the college I love most, and he moves to the area with me; me in a dorm and him in an apartment close by but not TOO close. We'll see.
All of the adult-figures in my life are telling me that I need to leave him and go off on my own after college, and based on their own personal experiences and what worked out for them, they may be right, but I need to do what I want to do and I'm confident in my decisions. Where I pick to go to school and where to live isn't permanent. That's what makes me feel a little bit better about all of this. I can switch things up as different things happen. It isn't permanent.